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Unbearable, 
some might even say.
To not really feel bad, or sad, or wrong.
But everything is a little off.
Nothing's alright.
And the slightest push...
sends you spiraling
out of control.
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Soundground Backtrack
  • Reading: Wheel of Time
  • Watching: Sword Art Online
  • Playing: Warlords of Draenor
  • Eating: Not really...
  • Drinking: Tea, too much, probably.
I’m on the edge
of the edge
and it takes but a whisper
to push me off
I’m inching ever closer
and I don’t fear falling
as much as I’m afraid
that turning, backing away
will be all but, possibly hard
the void calls, as the french say
and I’ve half a mind
to answer

So as I stain my sheets
with blood, sweat and tears
like flowers, dotting a field in spring
I cannot help but feel
Like helplessness
would sure fit me
much better than this
antipathy
t’wards all
that should be regret
instead I keep hoping
that when whisper comes
it is not to push
but cradle

To change the sheets
to clear away dust
and make my covers clean
To let them creak
their leatherbound song
and turn another leaf
be it a “last chapter”
or a new page
I’ll read it
either way
I’ll do so loud
I’ll do so proud!
I’ll read it, I know, I will.

Or rather I would...
but the “should be regrets”
remain where they stay
and I’m inching
ever closer
Nothing’s really wrong
but there’s a murmur
on the winds
hissing, whistling
I can’t make it out
but it’s inching
never
closure
I gather the old
Rusted and torn
Pieces of things
No longer wished for.

Always have
Probably always will
An unexplained compulsion
So I must wonder
Where from
This addiction
Has come?

Is it just a hoarding gene
A gatherer
By nature's reprieve
Or do u feel kinship
With those odds and ends
Discarded remnants
Of times gone...

I have felt a bit rusted...
As of late.

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Albin L.J. Myhrman
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Sweden
Attention Whoring, Emo, Poet, Intellectual, Radical Atheist, Liberal Socialist, Longing, Wishing and Missing and maybe a little Shy, but once you get to know me... I like to imagine I can be quite fun.

Ask me anything, and I'll tell you why, what, when or where; the answers are there for you to claim, so be careful what you ask, if you don't wanna know, don't question, for I'm honest to a fault.
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Unbearable, 
some might even say.
To not really feel bad, or sad, or wrong.
But everything is a little off.
Nothing's alright.
And the slightest push...
sends you spiraling
out of control.
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: Soundground Backtrack
  • Reading: Wheel of Time
  • Watching: Sword Art Online
  • Playing: Warlords of Draenor
  • Eating: Not really...
  • Drinking: Tea, too much, probably.

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angesauvage Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2014
Did you read anything yet? Are you going to stop talking to me and run away now? :P
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Hi my hottie from Sweden ;)
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