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I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know
I'd be willing to make a deal
if I hadn't already broken the seal
that makes my sanity start to peel
Nightmares have come alive
and it's wearing a hideous disguise
of all my fears, lies and tears
I can't close it up again
No no no,
it's alive,
it's breathing,
and it's after me
No no no,
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know.
This is how I seem to feel
so out of touch with what is real
please let me have one last meal
Before I lose my sanity
along with my last shred of proof
to get the guilty, lock them up
in my mind they'll stay
No no no,
it's alive,
it's breathing,
and it's after me
No no no,
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know.
I'd be willing to make a deal
if I hadn't already broken the seal
I can't close it up
No no no, it's alive, it's real
Please somebody, save me
My sanity is starting to peel
I don't know what is real
It's breathing, it's after me
No no no, it's alive, it's real
Please somebody, save me
No no no,
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know.
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know
I'd be willing to make a deal
if I hadn't already broken the seal
that makes my sanity start to peel
Nightmares have come alive
and it's wearing a hideous disguise
of all my fears, lies and tears
I can't close it up again
No no no,
it's alive,
it's breathing,
and it's after me
No no no,
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know.
This is how I seem to feel
so out of touch with what is real
please let me have one last meal
Before I lose my sanity
along with my last shred of proof
to get the guilty, lock them up
in my mind they'll stay
No no no,
it's alive,
it's breathing,
and it's after me
No no no,
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know.
I'd be willing to make a deal
if I hadn't already broken the seal
I can't close it up
No no no, it's alive, it's real
Please somebody, save me
My sanity is starting to peel
I don't know what is real
It's breathing, it's after me
No no no, it's alive, it's real
Please somebody, save me
No no no,
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to feel
I don't even know what is real
No no no, I don't know.
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Meeting Again
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This is sort of a collab between me and ~BreezyOcean
But it also isn't a collab... she wrote something, or just got it stuck in her head, and I made a song out of it.
The credit is all hers, I didn't add any words, even if she tells you otherwise, they were all there before I got there, it was complete, I just wrote it down, because really, I didn't make up any new words writing it, so unless I go Shakespear on this, it's her words, my song, that's all ^^
But it also isn't a collab... she wrote something, or just got it stuck in her head, and I made a song out of it.
The credit is all hers, I didn't add any words, even if she tells you otherwise, they were all there before I got there, it was complete, I just wrote it down, because really, I didn't make up any new words writing it, so unless I go Shakespear on this, it's her words, my song, that's all ^^
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