Ache and CreakAcidic tangRising in the back of my skullAs the last days of summer phaseFrom memoryTo remembranceMy body seems setOn torturing meNo matter what miseryI it feedAnd how fair is that?
Spice it upTo indulge in your scentAnd rememberWhy I think my pillowsShould smell ofVanilla, cinnamon,Sweat and muskAll the wonderful thingsDone to, by, me.
(love)Would it kill meTo live (love) like I used to?I'm afraid to try itIf its soThere will be no backJust bones on wallA coffin for a soulDrained and coldWhat will I do with meUnless I find nothingNo reasonTo smile again.
Reverbations"If this isn't happiness, then what is?"I ask you, pointing to our kingdom belowNothing but contentment and peace"This isn't happiness" you say, simply,seeing no reason to explain yourself."This is.", a comment decisively shortas you beat me down to the groundand kiss my bloody lips right back up
HexerciseWaking up deadInside of your headA preferable stateTo alive and wellOutside in this hellForge me anewPath to walk with youAnd I'll start running
And I...Escapism so very sweetAnd I missBut I don't know whoAnd I longBut I don't know whatAnd I acheBut I don't know whyThat doesn't meanI haven't got candidatesPossible fillsFor each positionLeft in their wakeVacant and loudlySilent.
SincerityA moment pastNever hesitateGive in-to heartDo your worstI'd like to thinkIt's somethingI can deal withI'm not too fakeOnly just enoughTo convince myself.
SupposedlySuppose realitySuppose your peersSuppose a systemSuppose it worksSuppose the governmentSuppose they're jerksSuppose the riotsSuppose the hurtSuppose a leaderSuppose their causeSuppose a rallySuppose the supportSuppose too farSuppose the fallSuppose a new dealSuppose it's hateSuppose the topSuppose they gleamSuppose the paradesSuppose it never rainsWe can't be sureBut this is how it could have wentSupposedly.
MeaSureWith a level headI look upon existenceAn hopeless endeavorBiologically speaking.Good thing I trust notIn measurementsWhen it comes toMind relations.Still, I understand itA whole lot more,When it can justBe describedIn single numbers.