The Alchemist's HeartThey say that I'm a lookera real bomb-shellhot stuff from the heavensan angel from aboveTruth be toldIt doesn't phase meso why should it you?Do you want the truth?I don't think you look “good”I only think that“you look like you”I don't care for your assso stop staring at mineif you stay back thereI'll leave you behind!No I!I don't fall for your body!and I don't want youtripping over mineyou'll get false expectationsbecause I'm a lot more than “fine”So what if I felland didn't smash my faceIf I looked another waywould you turn away?Whatever you sayI know you mean “yes&rdquo
Because Some DaysSome days I love youI need you, I crave youOther days I hate youI despise you, I loath youIt's like you're two different peopleone dear to me, one tears at meIt wouldn't be so bad if you faced itbut you just turn away, and I hate itBecause!Some days I love youI need you, I crave youOther days I hate youI despise you, I loath youAnd you're making it worseI really want to trust youBut I know that other onelurks right in your shadowBecause!Some days I love youI need you, I crave youOther days I hate youI despise you, I loath youI love to loveand loathe to loathDon't put me in this spotyou're the
It's not that strangeBury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with your sins lets end the pastwhere the future beginsand all I wantis for you tobe as happyas you want me toand I know youwish me wellso it's not that strangethat I love youTake all the memories and lost warslet me share the guilty feelingsso that I may remind youthey're just the liesof a man now deadand all I wantis for you to hold melike I hold you dearclose to my heartand I knowyou want it tooso it's not that strangethat I love youA feeling of dread inside my headlike a living thing, this nightmareSo would you c
Singing About...I was never in a bandwell I played in an orchestra oncebut I don't really think that countsIt's not like I really sungNot in any choirsWell I did rhythms as a kidThough that's not the sameAs the way I sing to myselfI'm singing about songsand I'm singing about singingI'm singing 'bout the things that are wrongand those who are rightand those who just come alongI'm singing about songsI'm in love nowand I've been again and againBut I'm good at getting over myselfI like to think that they knowThat I still love just as muchJust the falling that stoppedIt's in the way I sing to themI'm singing about songs
Beautiful weather we're having today, no?Two days of oppressive heatand everybody starts practicing their rain danceand by the looks of itthey are succeedingbecause truly, it’s pouring down, raining cats and dogsas the British would say, would they not?I can’t tell, it’s not my descentThough I can tell thisEveryone begs for the sununtil it shows them its true might.Then they do run and hideIt goes to show that if there were godswe would run from them too.
Real DreamsIt will be Your adventure.At the reins of the boywith the magic hands.At the behest of a poet,so dear and true,I think you even know him,don't you?When I go to sleep,I'll be there toolike I always am...and when you to bed descend,then...sleep tight my best friend,and dream the sweetest dreams,ever dreamt
Wind UpUnwindedan age old sentinelstanding guardover time spentJust a simple boxa square thing indeedStill it manages to holdvoices of the wholeEvery possible utteringit could be anything.From a simple songto a complex tuneWhat sound we’ll hearwe cannot knowUntil we have it playit could be anythingMaybe just a whisperindiscernible and oldOr the sound of rainon the ocean wavesGrab the clankand wind it upso that the music of the universemay be heardAll the pastin this simple boxAll of the futurein the notes to come
Goodnight, Milady.sleep well,and dream sweet.or by my word,I will slainthine mares of nightWhere they riseand where stand,there too,they shall fall!There too,shall be theirfinal place of rest.
Let Them ComeJanuary, all was stillEvery glimmer a double dose in black glassIn Febuary the shocks begunYet I compress my resistance and answers to speechI am preparedJust let them come nowI'm here, let them come nowI'm akin to a greek godjust a hell'a lot uglierLet them come nowit's all about luck this timeLet them come nowDo you ever get the roles that you wantWe stand up in rows in someone else's uniformIt's hard to say no, to stand againstBut I am calm and barren and beyond all controlI am preparedJust let them come nowI'm here, let them come nowI'm akin to a greek godjust a hell'a lot uglierLet them come nowit's all about luc
Without Your BreathingI know that you're sleepingfeeling the warmth from you skinjust the smell makes me weakbut I don't dare wake you nowAnd I would give youanything you point atbut only when you don't heardare I say soI can't even walkwithout your air in my lungsI can't even standwhen you're not lookingand transparently grayI'll bewithout your breathingMy watch has stoppedunder your eyelidsdreams flutter byinside you're feather-light and whiteAnd without a soundmy heart in your handhave I lost my languageit's stuck in your hairI can't even walkwithout your air in my lungsI can't even standwhen you're not lookin
999For all my life I've heard a songA lullaby you sang once upon a timeFor all my life I've trusted myselfbut now I need your helpFor all my life I've heard a songA song my mum used to singFor all my life I've tried thinking for myselfbut I can't get further without your helpAll my thoughts revolve around sick thingsThese dreams we dreamed came from borderlands beyond barbed wirewhere trenches were dug while the land was built in our sleepNow we're a awake but we cannot recognize this placeThey've tore down our streets, burned the playgroundswere we hung when we were youngHowever far you've gottenThere's always furt
Ready for everythingI'm headed for MunichI'm meeting springRunning from a birthdaysweeping my tracks cleanI'm so gladly aloneit comes with the yearsI get so tired of all this talkand analyzing laguageIt's spelledF-E-A-R-I.N.GAfraid of everythingready for everythingI saidF-E-A-R-I.N.Gfraid of everythingready for everythingBefore the heavens clearit has to get darker firstI make do with so little lightI live my life on the outsideYou learn that things work outYou learn that you'll surviveon almost nothing in the endyou can live your life far away from anyoneWith a kid by my handI pass through the crowdsOur last s
Nefers' JournalWhat you are about to read is in no way exact, it might not even be half of the story.It's all that has been found about this man, about Nefarniv Raskolnikov, or as you know him, Nefer.I'm sorry, not all of you may know him by any of those names yet, but you are about to know him by all those names and possibly more.This is his journal, no, this is MY journal, I don't know who you are, or how you can read this. Though, rest assured, once I find you, you will wish you had not laid your hands on this volume, your eyes on those words, and you will suffer it greatly!August 28:th 1882Today my blood burned, and seared my old journa
Nefers' Journal: Catastrophe 1I will cause three catastrophes, one for waking, one for lasting, and one for rebirth.The first was Borki, ahh, the cold morning air, the soldiers, the waiting...Then the train, and once I saw it, I knew I would destroy it, I knew I could not stop myself...It held our "beloved" Tsar, oh how he begged for his life, all that muscle, wealth and power was nothing to me, and so he ended, crying, on his knees, as our country had been.The second was Tunguska, where my blood and mind became one, so that I may now write with another mans hand.Apparently he's quite a poet, oh my little Siwain, how useful you have been, and still will be to me
Of Four Different DoorsFufengard was walking down the street towards a certain establishment, namely "Fetish Factory" (from now on referred to as "FF"), though we will be denied which particular fetish he was after, we will be introduced to a couple more characters in this chapter. Actually it's more of a trice, in the sense that there are three of them, some of the time, and some of the time there's not. As I start describing them, there are only two, to make things simple. To introduce them I must tell you of doors. Not any doors though, that would be boring, of that I am almost certain, though now that I think of it... No, that shall be another time, at least it
The Rice-WizardTo Amsterdam, many different people come, for many different reasons. Fufengarde was one of them, though he had long since forgotten why he had gone there of all places. His profession was that of a magician, a Chinese magician, to be precise, though he was not the least Chinese. He was a short and thin man, with a short beard, you know the kind that doesn't really qualify as a beard, but it's more of a untended bushy thing, that wants to be a beard, but it doesn't have the growth to do so, neither did this one have the right color, it was a tad too light in it's shade. Thus it just looked like an overgrown mustache, sort of. On top of this h
The Moon and the WolvesPrologue"The roots will heal in time... as will the entire world. The sacrifices have been made. Just as the orcs, humans, and night elves discarded their old hatreds and stood united against a common foe, so did Nature herself rise up to banish the Shadow...forever. As for me, I came back to ensure that there would be a future, to teach the world that it no longer needed Guardians. The hope for future generations has always resided in mortal hands. And now that my task is done, I will take my place... among the legends of the past." These were the last words uttered by Medivh the last guardian. Though he had one last duty, since the Counci
The Moon and the Wolves chap 1There was just another day in Moonglade and Ranani was enjoying herself chasing a butterfly in her newly found catform. She then heard something in the bushes behind her and quickly turned around to see where it had come from. Then, as out of nowhere, a badly wounded wolf stumbled out of the bushes and collapsed right in front of her. First she was scared, she had never seen a wolf, but she quickly came to her senses, she had to get help, there wasn't much she could do here, as good as she was at shapeshifting she was failing healing classes... So dashed towards a Remolus nearby shrine chanting "Tenari, Tenari!". Tenari was her healing teache
The Moon and the Wolves chap 2Ranani couldn't remember alot from the last passing days beside soft gray fur and trees passing by her view. Thark had successfully escaped Moonglade with Ranani as his captive. He had used a totem to knock her out and keep her still and well. (Basically an Earthbind totem and a Healing Stream one) They had traveled down thro Felwood's corrupted vales and soon reached the lush forest of Ashenvale. There Thark had turned west towards Darkshore. (and that doesn't really make sense as his lands are to the south-east) As they entered the misty shores of the night elf lands Thark became more cautious, he was looking for something, or someone, rath
The Moon and the Wolves chap 3Ranani woke up, her whole body ached, but she could feel that she was lying on something soft. She tried to remember what had happened, but she couldn't remember at all. She just knew that she was Ranani, that she was a druid and that something important was in her hand. Surprised by the sudden knowledge of the object in her hand she sat right up and opened her right hand that had been clasped around what looked like a small, bloodied, piece of cloth. She held it up agsint the light to get a better view of it, and then she saw someone behind it, she instantly clasped her hand in her lap again and the tauren woman in front of her spoke. "So yo
The Dayman: InProSemiIntroThe Nightman had been taken away.Yes, they had taken you away...They had not right to!You didn't belong to them! They left me here,alone, in this world of darkness,without your sexy hands.I miss you Nightman,so bad.Semilogue"You have defeated the evil that was here!" The young woman exclaimed."Naturally, for I am... The Dayman! Fighter of the Nightman! Champion of the..." The man before he announced. For it was a man, even thought that may not have been the most apparent thing around, even though the "man" part of "Dayman", really did give it away. He was clad in a yellowy-gold jacket, incidentally, the same color as his i
Dayman - Chapter OneChapter OneHell yes I'll write this in chapters, even if they'll all be way too short to be called chapters. Then again, sometimes, in books, I've started a chapter, turned the page, to find the next chapter. When that does happen I do not hesitate to turn back and look for the rest, see if there's more, if I missed something behind the pages, in-between the lines... there hardly ever is. At least You won't have that problem, since all you'll do is scroll, but then again, I could still hide things beside the lines, in plain sight.Well, that doesn't matter, I better just get started instead, makes more sense. See, the younger brother, dur
Riot ThoughtsAnarchy inside my mindThe system withinPolitics are beyond me
Prada SoldierAs we crawl through a warThe world falls apartIt crumbles under high heels
CasshernKilling people as a choreThey die for their causeUnknown to me just like our
Lost at SeaI was caught unguardedDrifting in my sleepWhat is reason without cause?
RainRain is the darkest of serenitiesThus rain is the cradleThat rocks all the lost
SilenceSilence is the most simple of perfectionsThus silence is everythingWhen nothing is left
DarknessDarkness is the most complex of imperfectionsThus darkness is all that wasAnd all that comes
CloudsClouds are the most free of slavesFor clouds roam the heavensBut must one day fall
Revisited EscapismI must tell you I tried to refrainFrom hurting myself againBut now I just can't stop myselfI open up all my wounds!This is how I tried to escapeOutrunning even myselfBut it all caught upNow the memories won't leave me!Tangled up!In all that's lost to the pastWrapped up!Can't let go of what I hadWinded up!I don't go on by my own willThey were playing our songThe radio sounded like painAnd I wish I could still singBut this is not true!From reality with this escapismAs I ran from thisBut it all caught upI can't face you like I used to do!Tangled up!In all that's lost to the pastWrapped up!Can't l
Reinvented NostalgiaI'm walking all our roadsAnd I think I'm getting over youIt's like nostalgia,but without sentimental memories(semi-mental)I just kicked the radioAll across the entire roomIt played our song,but I couldn't help but smirk(devilish-smile)I used to be so sureI was immovableBut I can surely tellYou pushed me in the right directionAnd I can look back and say"It was good for a first try"Maybe I'd do it againNow that I know more about myselfI tripped and I fellSomething tells me I'm getting upI will reinvent,but lose the decremental rule(demi-mental)I just kissed the TVCovered it with blooded lipsThe
Rediscoverd EcstasyNow I live life to the fragrance of rainNot the taste of tears (no, no, no way)With those words I break my lawMy book of tricks,scorched to ashesYou've said it before,I know what I didNo need to tell me,What I'll never forgetYou were the first, second and thirdThe first to go downThe second to knowThe third to realizeMy loves like true liesArtists... use lies to tell truthAnd I'm not that into politicsI'll spare my propagandaTo the next one...To flavor the music in my headI think I left so I could rediscoverThe taste of lovely acidAnd now if that someone asks meIf not love then,I'm surely falling
The Monocle ManImagine a tranquil momentA moment in time when you're relaxedIt might be in your bed, in the woods, anywhere you could possibly be.As you're sitting, lying, standing, or whatever you are doing, a man comes into view.He might come suddenly out of nowhere and disappear just as fast.He might slowly appear from the horizon.Though, no matter in what way he arrives, you will notice a few things about him.You will notice that he is wearing a pair of general, but clearly high quality, boxers.Beside this, his only other articles of clothing are a pair of sneakers and a top-hat.His top-hat is, just like him, the stuff of legends.It'
A Question: Who?A question that is in many waysboth the firstand the last"Who are you?" we askSeemingly without knowingjust how intimate we aren'tSo your answer will be flawedThat much is more tan clearYou don't know medon't think I'll tell youwho I are!Then as we get closerthe more you'll seethat whatever lies I told you thenwhatever truth I left blindleaves you asking me,once again,for whom I am.
Honest Answers: Where?"west", he saidWhen I asked him'where are you going?'He said "west, until there's another sea west of me,and the western world lies in the east...I was just asking because he seemed lostand I found that he was all but lostHe was already gone when I asked him"what is there to go to?"I still heard his answerA whisper in the windA shout in the loneliness.'home, bittersweet home.'
Honest Answers: How?you know when you ask someone"how are you?"and reallyyou just wanna hear'I'm fine'because the truth is much too realHe didn't careI don't think it was to spite mebut he answered'I'm in love.'and that was itthat was how he wasbut I just had to ask"is that good or bad?"to which he replied'it's getting better all the time'and I was leftwonderingponderingas the boywalked away.
A Word: WhatA word, just a word.What meaning does it hold alone?A thousand paints a picture.What if it's actually that way?A poem writes images.What can you see in my words?A story creates worlds.What if that's how we came to be?A word, just a word.What if "love" was just a word?A something I cannot think.
MemoriesWe remembered my life, from the very earliest recollections, things I didn'thave a clue I still, that I had ever, known. Every hour, every day, not slowingor stopping until we reached those who had put me through hell... no, not hell,we know that now, but they had made my existence worse, miserable, even.Do we want them dead? We do not reply, not because I lack an answer, but becauseI do not need one. A grin spreads across our blood-stained face, exposingequally stained teeth.We continue through my life, once again flashing past points that would haveinterested any practitioner of psychology. There is no more stop until thefirst rea
DelvingWe had hoped the inside of the ruins would have been cooler than theharsh air outside. They were not. In vain, he had recklessly wished forthem to at least be damp with rot, anything but the arid of the desert winds.When the ancient doors swung open they were met by what seemed to bethe deserts very breath. Devoid of all life to such an extent that itfelt as if death itself was leaving the depths, fearing for his life.If we had known how right my first impression was, that what was lurkingbeneath the sands was older than Sand itself... we might have turned back.Then again, it's just as likely that we would have not, we were foolish,
ObserverThey had ventured deeper and deeper still. The men had not spoken many words,but they had made quite a few gasps and excited shouts. When they did speakit was in the hushed exhilarated tones of those too reverent in the face ofthe situation to shout, but to overwhelmed to simply speak.I observed them, felt their warmth like beacons in the darkest night.I smelled the blood in their veins, it's metallic tang heavy in the air.Even still, the beating of their hearts was deafening. I was surprised Icould do anything but listen to the rhythmic pumping, in contrast to thestillness that had held me captive for so long, it was as though it se
QwertzYacharz Levi was a manThis zear his life would changeFrom zellow to yebra stripedZesterdaz he was just like meYoomed in just like zoghurtEvery zoungling flzs awazIn yeppelins, up and zonderA yigyag for all of zou
Broken Bottles collabBroken bottlesBleeding on an empty canvasSand coloured redNo life left to dreadJust as ghosts in snowWho sing their January tunesBut February comes too soonAnd the audience is not pleasedAnd another moment passesAnd another note's sungJust out of reach
Untitled CollabIt was surreal, it was dark. Like Dali waking you up,transporting you into some 1960's film noir interpretation of...his un-created art.The pieces lost to time, that never came to pass.Wouldn't that be, the most...it could be? I believe so,for the dust filled cavities of my mind reminds me of,some sort of disobedient...archive, filled to the brim with lost faults.Flat earths and materials that only burn,and one day, we too will join the... vacuum of oblivion.We too will gasp for air as we struggle to maintain control of whatever...lives we lived before this.Not to mention lives never lived, by any- one or two.Yes
economic history of britain"whoa, man, you look like hell""oh, so it shows...""fuck yeah it does! but what is it that shows though?""oh, just some post-war stagnation, the great depression, three-day weeks and a winter of discontent""that sounds rough""oh, it was and is, really, i don't even know what and when it is anymore""wait, weren't all of these historical happenings?"yeah, they were, all of them to britain""then how did they happen to you?""i'm, i was, writing about them""post-war... that the first world war?""of course, the second world war didn't have stagnation, it just had more shit after it.""and the winter of discontent was...""th
Monologue: Scratch ThatI had a friend who used to say "to think that we think we matter"I think he said that with regard to... aw fuck, scratch that-I didn't "have" a friend that said that.that's just something I said, in reality, it's just something I wanna say.Well, my point still stands, I think it's insane when we think we matter.Think about how many people you know, then how many they know... knew... and so on.Do that until you reach the untold millions of people that have, currently do, and will live.You still think you're worth shit? Yeah, well, then realize this simple fact:The same thing we just did with people, can be done to planets, sola
OurselvesSlowly, I... no we, dragged myself from the tomb, trailing smearsof thick and vivid red along the ancient stones. Almost none of itwas mine, but it was ALL ours, every drop of it in this world,it belonged like this. How could I have been so blind? I wondered,half-aloud, half-asleep, as the blood dripped onto the sand before me,glistening rubies of once-life in the glistening sun.I didn't know if it had just gotten up, or if it was going down,but I knew it didn't matter. Time, didn't matter, doesn't matter,never mattered, of course it never did, as I said: "Time matters not."Or did I... no, you did, we... do, we are saying it, thinki
ReflectionA hooded figurefar from the "Robin"in tales of old(but then againthey say he woreLincoln Green and wasof forest wrought.)No, this onewas a menacingsight to see(but who's leftto tell of such sightswhen he leaves noneas he strode past.)He walked pasta hairs-breadth awayleaving condense on the glass(pulling the hood backas the vapor fadedfrom within the mirrormy face looked back)
AwestruckThe mesmerizingundying touchof times passinghas me hypnotizedThe slow progressionof sudden decayis predictabilityin and of itselfTomorrow killtoday executesand yesterdayburies the victimsYou never needto dig very deepif you're searchingfor fresh corpses.
Tomorrow, it's been a yearNew year's eveis nothing, you seein reality, every daysets a year ablaze.A year since the daylast us passed.A year until that dayonce again comesto go away.But I pretendand celebrate anyway,but now you knowhow it is to me.New year's dayis just another tomorrow.Just like todaywas the day beforea whole new dawn.
kNighty ThoughtsAll is fair in love and war, and as far as I know,I'm no warrior, for anything but love, and I amcertainly no lover of war. So my ideals (or lackthereof) see me through, even the roughest spot."this is unfair"I am not only a champion of my own truth, of thelack of lies to which I would stand againstmyself to cover. No, I am not that at all,I am, by all means, Yours."why are you this way, it's odd"Inspiration struck this poet down,like Amours arrows to one's back,a quick turn, like a ballet swirl,to find your eyes, to peer down at my girl."you're a tease"I refute your scandalous accusations! This writeris much more than r
Duality III l(eft_out_the_fact_I_need_)aid to restSleep is (what_I_do,_it's_my) all I do(n't)Dreams I can(_feel,_see,_and) not rememberIt's (in) accord(with_be)ing to(o_near) E.A.P.That('s ho)w(_I_h)ould be (in_this) lifeIf the(_question_"wh)y(?") were to haunt me nightlyAt (most or_)least in the quotes (I_ask:_implore!)But th(en_)at(_long_last) I aspire to be (real)Quot(ed_)able and unfor(seen,_but_be)gotten
Past TenseI remember who I wasI don't ever worrythat I'd forget.Because I'm stillwho I was.(who I am now too)But who was veiled?Was he what hides?Or am I the inside?One of those wouldmake me lie.(and I'm no liar)
GeometryWhen they startplacing graves the wrong wayto preserve spaceWe can be surethat everyone whose death mattersis already deadOr is it justthat we are much to sentimentalfor mass-graves?
Ode to Random ChanceI do not question the truththat I could be consideredungrateful(to random chance)That I've been miserableeven though I'm living inparadise(a heaven in hell)Then suddenly there's youstanding there so fuckinggraceful(without tripping)To me it seems at timeslike you live in the fire:purgatory(known as reality)But you say it's insideslowly oozing from you:damage(I think it hurt)It's the truth thoughthere's fire in you:passion(burning bright)Even without the wingsyou have the eyes of anangel(mortally divine)Though they cannot seepeople are blind to thetruth(but I'm a demon)And I can see clearlyI wil
The PassingThe snow melts around himthe ice fades awayThought not like springand it's gentle comingThe perpetually frozen groundfinally thawsLeaving a swamp behinddragging down the landHe walks forwards, slowlyno need to hurryHe is time's passingfrom life to deathThen he stops, everythingfreezes to a haltEverything but the dripping,rushing, muddy waters
It's colder nowIt's colder nowThe snow's meltedOnly the ice leftyet, it feels colderMaybe there was some warmthto that ice-coldwhite, powdered,wet, death.So just likein the songI like the wayI lieThe wayonly poets canThough by that I meanthey're only liesfor reality can never beas beautiful as it iswritten down ingraceful linesof, in air-quotes, "lies"
We AreWe're the thinnest linebetween crushing that which cannot be fixedand fixing that which should never be crushedwe're the thinnest linethe silver sliver, between ocean and landbetween standingand running aground.We're that which separates divingand drowningThe shipwreckof a docked homeThe eye of the stormin the gales of deathWe are two sides of no coinFor nothing could be as valuableas what we areWe are alike in how we differwe are the samebecause we're not like them